I am but a simple observer of the misery inside these flesh
And as this rotting erodes
As this pain screams in deafness
As these emerging tragedies define who I am
As this eternal scream of unset shows me the truth
I lay naked in voids and vomit
I lay naked in humiliation


I woke up laying down in this empty white room, I raise my head to look around, there’s nothing, nothing except this cold feeling and a window. How can a place feel so safe and so unwelcoming at the same time?

I can’t breathe, I want to run, I have to run. I look outside too see such life and vibrant colors so I run in full speed towards the window, I’ll break this down, if it doesn’t break me first, but this window opened itself. With a grin on my face, one foot inside, one foot outside almost touching the ground, I’m brutally pulled back, with the same force I wanted to escape.